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Babieess <3
Created: Tuesday 10th June 2008 [11:39PM]
Modified: Friday 20th June 2008 [1:30AM]
The kind of mother I would like to be…
To be able to have a mini version of yourself and the person you love so much combined into one little being is something I cannot yet get my head around. To look into his/her eyes and see your husband or a reflection of yourself is a miracle god has given us and we do not yet realize its intensity. To nurture and bring up a child is one of the hardest jobs or even the hardest job that may exist upon this earth and it is easily underestimated and taken for granted. One is responsible for the way another being turns out. You as a parent create the next generation of people; you create the way the world will be like within the next couple of years.
I watch the baby lay sound asleep like she’s in the nicest dream of heaven and I think I could watch her forever. I watch the way her chest moves up and down with every little breath that she takes in and I imagine the image of my child lying in front of me. It would be one of those moments where everything you could ever want is right between your hands. That the little creature in front of you is a piece of you, a piece of all the hardship you’ve been through just for this moment and it is worth it. All the hardship that has passed and all the hardship yet to come to bring up this child... is all worth it.
I hope I turn out to be the mother I want to be.
In every child’s eye their mother is their super hero. I want to be that mum. I want to be the mother who knows the answer to everything. I want to be the mother who can make anything work, can create anything out of nothing and has the solution to all the problems. I want my children to know that I will always be there for them for anything not matter what. I want to be the mother that has gained her child as a friend yet the respect of a mother is still there. I want my child to be the kind that says to his friends when he’s little “Well my mum knows everything, she know how to make chocolate chip cookies, does yours??” and he’d stick his tongue out. 
I wish and pray. <3
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