so bella was up a lot last night. damn molars! lol but we all got up a lil before 9. got bella dressed and ready to go to my moms. then i got myself ready for my 1st appt with my therapist. so gary dropped me off and took bella to my moms and then was gonna go home n wait for me to call(dont life far from the therapy place).
so i filled out a ton of paperwork and waited. and while i waited i got a text from my bestest sayin her father is dying and doesnt have much time left. all because the damn hospital didnt care of his insition on his belly right and it got infected and he got an infection. so i go back into the waiting room crying. cause i feel soo much hurt for my bestest and her family. and her dads awesome so it was just not something i wanted to happen at therapy. and i met my therapist Kathy. basically today was part 1 of the gettin all the info that they need. ill go sometime next week or so to finish that. and then in beginning of june i have a psyc eval. oh joy! determinating my problems. but ya know..even with what i did get to talk about..i left feeling a little better. we shall see how this goes.
so after therapy we went across the river to get crickets for the cameleons, have lunch at 5 guys, and buy some summer pjs for bella. with money she got from gg barb. & now we are home. i weeded my garden, saw that more of my bulbs have sprouted up! =) and its sunny here right now!! too bad its not lasting! stupid stupid rain!
so my titles "in these hard times" because with what ive seen lately..everyones going thru it. me with my possible mental illness(may have bipolar 1) and my best friend about to lose her dad. we should all be thankful for the loved ones in our lives. we never know when they may not be with us anymore, ya kno? id like to b with my bestest right now. but like the poem cameron diaz read in in her shoes "i carry your heart. i carry it in my heart" |
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