so i havnt written much. nothing really to tell i guess during the boring life i live. lol bellas amazing! getting smarter, bigger & more beautiful each day! we recently went to the zoo with my two friends nicole & stephanie. it was a lot of fun!
so therapy...well im deff diagnosed with a mood disorder. on 2 meds now. starting to feel better inside. handling things a lot better when gary and i fight. or i get overwhelmed with bella. actually that doesnt really happen anymore.
so i decided it was time to change on the outside too. startin with gettin rid of the 20lbs left of baby weight. and im not relying on zumba or any nutty diet. im just doing regular things. right now i walk twice a day, do 50 sit ups and 50 squats and some stretching & butt chenches! lol and im just cutting back on my snacking and what i eat. and im eating in the morning. and having a bottled water to start the day..and my metabolism( as said by dr oz). so ive done my work out for 2 days. day 3 tomorrow. im staying commited. my mom, dad, sis,me & bella are going to kentucky next month to visit my dads side of the family! they have yet to meet my daugher (including my amazing memaw). and ill have 2 new cousins there. 4 month old maylee(cousin aprils 1st baby) & 1 month old gunner(my counsin kristys 2nd son..born today actually). so it will and always is a big family reunion. only a a long weekend visit..and a 13 yr car ride with a 18 month old! ahhhh! well i hope itll be ok.
so bellas been going to bed soo late...11pm. but she wakes once or twice n sleeps past 10. its amazing. i just wish she would go to bed a little earlier n still sleep til 10. lol
nothing really major going on. oh well...im not wearing my engagement ring right now. gary n mines issues are still luming and large and im tired of being called names n told he hates me. so im not wearing it til we have been times. and they gotta start soon. i see my therapist on the 18th. i can only imagine what she will say if she sees my finger bare. ah we shall see. i adore her tho. love her wisdom n insight. got a great therapist.
ok so im gonna relax n watch some tv before crawling into bed. oh ya..bed..we moved our bed n got a area rug today for the room. and another pic frame for another pic i had made of arabella. lots of changes. changes can be good.
stay sweet.
sleep sweeter.
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