"hold fast to dreams for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly. hold fast to dreams for when dreams go, life is a barren field frozen with snow."
i'm definitely an "over thinker". i worry and stress over every little thing my brain can possibly find to freak out over.
right now, i think about life. i know i'm only in the baby steps of getting to where i'm going but i'm a little impatient about it.
i hate my job, i don't have much desire to go to school. where does that leave me?
i honestly just want to live.
i want to move away for a change. i want to be with luke. i just want different.
i don't know what i ultimately want anymore.
i just want to be happy.
i know luke is apart of that equation. i know i'd always be happy with him.
that's obviously not the only thing that could ever make me happy.
this all comes with the over thinking.
that's only when i have time to think.
usually i just do. because i'm always at work.
i have a headache since i've been doing all this thinking.
and i feel ridiculous.
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