Waking up to a puppy... and wondering about cheating men

11/19/2009

Sooo... I was roused today 2 hours earlier than I intended by my sister laying her puppy (a chihuaha/daschund mix) on my belly and asking me to babysit while she was picking up cans outside. I'd have been mad if the puppy wasn't so cute. So, I cuddled him close (he fell asleep) and waited for my sister to take him back. I'd have gone back to sleep if I could have gotten comfy without disturbing him. Buuuut, my other sister came and fetched him... and I managed to go back to sleep... and that's the fun, cute, pleasant part of this blog.
... And THIS is the actual reason I feel the need to blog. x.x Soooo, we're all pretty sure that my stepdad is cheating on my mom... or something like that. He's been texting like crazy (he just learned how) and decided to take over paying the cellphone bill "because he uses most of the minutes". The worst thing is that my mother doesn't care. *shakes head* I don't understand how she couldn't care. Blah... we know who the woman is, if in fact he is screwing around... and she's no prize. Not to mention she's married and has kids... and she's dumb as a fucking rock. I'm a grown ass woman and I know this shouldn't bother me like this... but it really does. I haven't talk about it to anyone... except my mom and sisters... my mom (as I said) doesn't care and my sisters are freaking out. I haven't even mentioned it to my friends... and I know they probably won't be happy reading here that I'm flipping out about something that I haven't even mentioned to them. Gyah... I just don't know how to talk to them about it... which is weird since I share practically everything with them.
x.x I just don't know how to feel... or what to do. He's my stepdad... but he's my Pa... the only dad I've known... and if he's fucking around on my mother and she doesn't care... that hints at issues I don't even want to think about. Seriously... it bothers me... hard. Blah. Seriously people, any input would be welcomed.