i dont fucking understand, one minute hes all perfect and fine then the next he wants nothing to do with me. fuck this, fuck him, fuck this life im fucking cursed with. im done dealing with everyones bullshit and trying to make everyone else happy. i fucking miss my friends, i miss my mom, i fucking miss new york. uggh.. i know im better off here but i miss everyone so much i feel like my hearts been ripped in half. FUCK IS ALL I CAN SAY. |