so, my first loves name is Harley. i have been in love with him for 3 years. we dated for a year and then i left him for stupid selfish reasons. soon after that i realized how bad i had messed up. all i wanted was him back, but it was to late...he had moved on. i cry for him every single day, its not enough though. hes been dating this ugly girl named Nicole, FINALLY they broke up. so i messaged him. i sent him a picture of us, one of our favorites. in the message i said "dont you remember how happy we were? dont you miss that?" his response was .."Melony im not going to tell you again im done with you, i dont love you anymore." i actually felt my heart drop and shatter into a million pieces. surprisingly i havent cried yet but give it time i will eventually. i think right now im more shocked then anything. i love him with all of my heart. hes the only man i want to be with. why does this have to be so difficult? the one and only person i can even talk to about him is my best friend, Bridget, she understands how much i love him. everyone says me and Harley are supposed to be together so why doesnt he!? its making me feel crazy.. i love him. why cant he just realize that im the one for him!!! i should have never let him go... i took him for granted and now im the one miserable and alone. if anyone that reads this can help me please comment or message me.. im so desperate. i feel like my life has just ended. i just want him back. i need him back. ugh. )': |
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