So I haven't written a lot in here since before my friend passed away...I come onto the site every day and read people's entries, leaving comments and such, but I just haven't had the right motivation to want to write myself.
Not a whole lot has been going on. Things are pretty much the same in my life. For the most part anyway. Still feels like a part of me is missing since my friends passing. And what's worse, is that I still haven't really cried. I mean yea, at the funeral I cried a little, but I haven't let it all out yet. I don't know if I ever will. I guess in a way, I'm still in shock over the whole thing, even though it's been 3 weeks...I can't get over how sudden it all was. The last time I saw her, she was happy, and looking a lot healthier.
And then BAM. Hit like a ton of bricks.
Such a horrible way to go. But, she's in a better place now...and I know she's watching over every person who was ever friends with her, and she's definitely watching over her little man.
In other news...
Well, there really is no other news. I start seeing a therapist on March 2nd. Not looking forward to that so much...but it has to be done.
March 3rd Trystan has an appointment with a developmental pediatrician. I guess to see where he's at and to decide if any further therapy is needed to better his development before he starts school in September. Personally, I have seen a great improvement with Trystan in terms of his speech, as well as his physical development. He's not wearing his leg braces anymore, and hasn't in months. And he's ALWAYS talking. Sometimes he'll say words I didn't even know he knew, and he'll even use them in the right context! If he's anything, he's definitely an extremely smart little guy...and I really couldn't be prouder.
Anyway, I'll end with some random pictures and I'll update again as soon as I can.
Ciao!