.9. Not good at updating!

I haven't been good at updating lately at all. I've been reading my faves but just not commenting or updating my own diary. I mean to but I just haven't been in the mood too. So much stuff has gotten me upset lately. I was supposed to be getting a job at a day care but the lady basically told me that my experience I had didn't count and hired someone else which made me so mad. Then my family basically ignores my kids for my sisters baby which hurts my feelings and upsets me because my mom used to be so involved with my kids but now that my nephew is here it's all different. So as soon as I get a job and have stability we are out of here. We have been kind of looking at a house and I hope we can get it but we will see. I've just kind of hit a depression rut and I hope I can get out of it soon. I start at school again tomorrow so hopefully that goes ok. I am there from 11-1:45 and then I have 3 online classes as well. If I don't keep my grades up i'll be put on suspension next semester. As of right now though I am just stressed out like crazy. Camden is acting out so badly and I don't know how to fix it. Potty training him is a struggle and I hope I can figure out how to really get him going soon, I just never have done it before and the family isn't much help. Anyways, I know i'm just whining and complaining but other than all that stress everything is going ok I guess. I'll leave it at that for now though and i'll try to update better!

Melissa