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Confused and beyond dazed with a start of a mid li
by James J. Gill

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5 years of emotions came out in one momnent

06/30/2012

5 years ago Wednesday would b the worst night of life and a holiday that I lost some respect 4 the reasons that I was lied 2 by people and a person that I though I could trust with all my life and I'm still picking up the remaining pieces from that night and you know who you are you cold heart no soul people are you took something I trusted u with and u took it and smashed it with a sledgehammer and the last 5 years all I been doing is trying 2 erase it from my memory but the biggest mistake was still being your friends cause all u 2 did the last 5 years was rub it in my face and u took my dreams and smashed it and i been trying 2 find the right words for u 2 but i have 2 use 3 songs 2 make one poem for your asses and im calling it "Rumor has it... it will rain... grenade" "Rumor has it...it will rain...grenade" Rumor has it that you lied to me the whole time we dated Rumor has it that you used me to get close to your husband Rumor has it that you never truly care bout me like I cared bout you And Rumor has it that you had your eyes on that duche that you call a husband from minute one If you ever lie to me, bitch Leave me some morphine at my front door 'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication To realize what you did to me was a complete lie Cause you said I was your mom and grandma's favorite boyfriend and that was a lie Cause i was never your mom and grandma's favorite Your brother couldn't even look me in the eye And now the damage is done when I say 'Cause there'll be no sunlight In your black heart There'll be no clear skies In your black heart Just like the black clouds In your black heart Your eyes will never see true love Cause you walked away from it And everyday, it will rain, rain, rain in your black heart and you cold black soul And don't you even say goodbye to me You'll pick up these broken pieces 'til your bleeding When he breaks your black heart along with your black soul And that'll make it right All you did in the 6 months we dated was take, take, take it all, but you never give your heart to me at all and when we first kissed your eyes were wide open and why was that? Cause you noting more than pure trouble nothing but true trouble That whole 6 months I gave you all my love and I let you take my virginity And I gave you all I had in my heart and you tossed it in the trash Yes you tossed 6 months all in the trash for what??? someone that's a bigger cheat than Tiger Woods? And all I did for those 6 months was Catch a grenade for you Throw my hand on a blade for you I'd jump in front of a train for you You know I'd do anything for you I went through all this pain for you And I would take a bullet straight through my brain for you Yes I would die for you, but you never did the same for me And you left my heart black, black, black and blue and beat it till it was numb Your a pure mad mad mad mad woman and a bad bad bad bad woman that's just what you were with my heart You had a smile on your face when you ripped my heart out of my caring body And I have a question for you... If my body was on fire would you watch me burn down in flames? You said when we started dating that you loved me but your a proven liar with the words "I love you" And you never ever ever did love me cause u were in love with a idiot that is more money hungry than Donald Trump And you know what now if I ever saw you I wouldn't even save your life cause your life isn't worth saving Cause you are Grenade, a heartbreaker, liar, and a pure cheater and you know what martha your nothing more than a heart breaker, a liar, a cheater and a pure slut that took something that I'll never get back cause that was my one chance at it and u took it u purely took that away from me and now i have 2 live with that and also live with the fact that i'm gun shy bout getting married or even getting engaged cause ur lying cheating ass took that away from me

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If they hurt you, that's on them. The longer you hold a grudge the longer you are letting them get to you and they don't deserve the satisfaction of knowing they can still get to you. I hope you can move on with your life and stop letting someone that is not even around drag you down.

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