I'm fucking jealous cause me and my ex are at each other's throats bout things and now cause she wants this bum and wants a friends thing but now she has gone to the fucking point to rub shit in my face cause my realtionship isn't the best and now I'm at the point where I'm thinking bout getting snipped cause she keeps rubbing it in my face and my realtionship right now is kinda crappy cause of what's going on and I'm almost 30 and still have no kids I should of had two or three by now but I have feeling I will not have any offspring and I'm really thinking on getting snipped if there's no kid by the end of 2014 cause by then I will be past 30 and I'm just tired of hearing from my circle of friends that there expecting and yes I been faking the happiness for them cause I want to punch them in the face cause it's like your rubbing it in my face and it's depressing and upsetting cause I want my kids and soon and I'm tired getting asked when are you going to have one of your own so I'm jealous of that and all I want is a fucking child |