as i sit here type this entry up i think bout how my month of April went and it was ok but not great i almost lost my girl cause of my friends got 2 spend time with her and as the month comes 2 a close i got so much on my mind right now cause of my upcoming surgery 2 remove a big lump on my ear lobe and start thinking bout this upcoming sleep study and deeply start planing my future with my sweetheart that i love and wanting 2 get married 2 her and being with her 4 the rest of my life cause she makes me really happy even though at times we butt heads once and while bout some things but i do love her with half my heart and now since i want 2b with her for the rest of our lives and now as i been with her for almost 3 years and had some rough patches at times but we stuck through it and i want her in my life and hopefully i can get some things that i promised her and right a lot of wrongs that i created and make her the happiness woman in the world and im willing 2do it at any cost |