As I write this entry I have gone though changes with my job (got sacked over bullshit and everyone at my old job says its total and udder bullshit cause of a statement I put on one of my soical media account witch stated "currently at work down workers witch is negative but with the team we have were going to turn this negative into a complete postive here to night at work" witch a lil over a week later I get called into the office right before my lunch and my [now former] genreal manger called me into the office and told me that I done right then and there witch made a lot of people there pissed) Got a new job as of today with a store opening up at the end of the month currently still at war with my wife and other things and her idiot son still treats me like horse shit and still don't have any respect for me at all pretty much don't want to have kids with this woman I should call my wife but still going though the divorce process and now having my so called friends asking me for rides when they know I'm borrowing another persons car and I feel like I'm being used up and other things but I'm used to helping people out when I have my own set of wheels and its kinda hard right now when me and my soon to b ex wife have to fight over my camry and other things its like i have no fucking say over anything and honestly im so done trying to make everyone happy and loosing happyness at my own expence as well cant do alot of things in the first place in my own home with my stuff and other things im so ready to walk out on everything and try again all alone and hope for something better to come even though i will have to wait for the right one agian cause i know my wife isnt the one anymore |