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Confused and beyond dazed with a start of a mid li
by James J. Gill

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Feel like I'm ready to scream and shut down emotionally cause of a alcoholic mother

05/22/2015

I hate my mother cause all she is a walking drinking booze machine and treating me like a fucking kid telling me what I can and can't do telling me how to spend my money and who I can hang and not hang out with and its really pushing me to the point where I fucking want to scream and completely shut down cause I'm already stressed as it is with work, my dating life, and now her just telling me what I should do with my money I ask for a fucking dollar or two and now she wants to raise cane over a dollar I swear she's nuts and other things and there's things I want todo for myself and yet she wants to tell me what I need to do

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There's pleanty more to add but I'm doing this on my phone and now after her fucking calling all my friends wendsday night all cause I was closing work and she did it drunk and also calling my phone while I was at work and I wasn't on break to answer she had a cow for that I'm now ready just to go walk out on everything and not deal with her or any parts of my family I'm trying really hard not to relapse back to pain meds cause of her but now it's like I want to take a lot of Advil or tynol just so I can have a rush again but I know it would trigger my addiction to Advil come back and I really can't do it or afford it cause I have my bills and again it's one of two dollars and I may ask her once every 4-8 months and I think it's not fair that I have to get treated like a child by own mother when I'm fucking 31 years old and now I just want sleep

[James J. Gill|0 likes] [|reply]

i didn't know ppl got addicted to advil... hmmmm learn something new everyday. Do you live with your mom?

[twistedlady|0 likes] [|reply]

If you live with her now... than yeah she's gonna try control your cash. If you want complete freedom than be a man, live on your own. My hubby lived in a truck rather than live with his mom. You have to cut the strings first.

[twistedlady|0 likes] [|reply]

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