Right now as I type this I'm sitting in my car in front of the police station just got done filing a police report and I'm just done with my moms very drinking problem all it does it cause me to have severe breaks in my judgement and I'm so emotionally broken and spent I don't even know that I'm going to make it to my 30th bday cause of the stress she puts me through all she does when she drinks is just degrade me and pretty much call me a failure and I wish I had some money and better cridet to have my own apt or house but I don't see that either I love my mom don't get me wrong I just can't stand the drinking any more and I'm ready to do anything just to try to have some commcuation with her |