Right now as I'm typing this in rush hour traffic on my iPhone I put myself in a weird position bout my love life cause my ex wants me back and keeps begging me to take her back its hard for a lot of different reasons yes I love her but there's that major voids that we both have to work on but I don't know if it can work again cause it feel likes I have a leash on bout my movements and who I can hang and not hang out with and there's a friend I like her but I don't know if its going to work cause of different reasons and factors and there's the one I like like but she wants me at any costs and I don't know what to do I know hearts will be broken and I know that but again they have their own qualities in love and life but my one goal is to get married but one constantly brings up marriage and engagements and that will drive me to the point of not wanting to get married ever and honestly I wonder if I ever want to get married cause being pressured into it isn't really good and I would want a damn pre-nup and there's a lot of things that would have to happen for me to say yes to marriage at this point in my life and yes I do want kids but the time frame keeps changing by the mood I'm in and yet I'm advoiding sex with some good reasons and I feel like that I'm depriving myself from if for good reasons but I need advice to handle this situation | 
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