The way I feel is anger cause the person I love doesn't want me as lover she only see me as a friend now and yet I'm hurt that she moved on and yet I want to right wrongs and try again cause I know for a fact that it can work cause I put 5 yrs in the relationship but in one major agruement it was over and I blame myself for it cause I stood my ground but I wonder if she really did love me the last few months or was she going through the motions cause I love her for who she is and the fact I thought she was going to be my wife but that's not going to happen now and I'm trying to get over this but it's hard cause I love her alot more than myself I always tried to put her first but I was always the backseat on her list and finding out that really hurts me and now I been eating alot more just so I don't have to deal with the pain but I still feel it everyday so I wish she would talk to me and give me reasons on why it go south so fast cause I would try it one more time cause I know I can make it work | 
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