As I write this entry bout my current thoughts most of it is from what I been though for the last few weeks and right now at my job it's beyond hell its worst than target and I hate to say this I would rather work in hell before I even think about working at Walmart cause the management here is shitty at this store I was promised a raise to take a can postion and I didn't get it or even see it yet and the service the customers get is shitty and I even have to clean up messes that other people make and the cashiers treat us mangers like shit and the upper mangement won't do nothing bout it but yet they yell at us for treating them like shit when they start it first and one of the co mangers pretty much have cut me down to next to nothing on things it's like I have a question and now I'm in fear of asking mangement questions for anything and the sub mangers that's been in have been really nice to me and been telling me to come to their stores and work for them cause they promise in me and yet I applied for the front end manger postion and yet I haven't seen an interview for that so if I don't see one soon I'm going have to transfer stores at my current post and make myself better and I forgot one thing bout my job they yell at me for overtime and yet u make the only closer at the store Sunday and Monday and both nights I didn't get out of there til 3am and 1:45am each of those nights and now on to my evil black hearted mother yesterday I was nice enough to drive her to work and all she did was cut me down on my driving, my life and how I spend my money and other things and complaining bout my radio station it's like it's my car my rules and if u don't like I can pull this car over in the rain and make ur ass take the light rail to work and tell u to fuck off and just leave me be cause all u been is a pure bitch towards me and making my life even more stressful and telling me wish she never had me and I'm worthless and don't do nothing and my girlfriend is bitch and gold digger and honestly I'm fed up with my mom I'm just almost ready to say fuck the world and just not have kids cause, not get married and just become full on hermit and just work all the time and not have a life all cause of that bitch I call a mother I haven't had sex in a long ass while and keep a lot of my emotions bottled up for different reasons and that's why I'm so bitchy even more than normal and I'm just ready to say fuck the world and walk away from everything |
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