As I write this I started my new job witch I like and love cause people like me and they see me in a good way along side I'm still fighting with my old job bout things and hearing shit that's really not fully or totally true and there's things I'm hearing along side I kinda lost a friend that I could trust cause he's siding with my old bosses somewhat witch bothers me some but it's ok cause he did make my case easier to prove cause they never gave me a reason on why they let me go but he told me why and I think it's all foul on their part and honestly my last job is only thinking on the money cause and they also threw me under the bus on things witch I think it's total bullshit and now I'm thinking bout my current situation with love cause I want to have say and not b used for things that benfits themselves and not me and if this keeps up I'm just going to walk away from love and dating cause I shouldn't b in a relationship where it's all one sided on things and I really feel like they don't want kids and I still want kids to a point and hearing people having kids is making me really jealous cause I'm 31 and I should of had 3 kids by now but I don't I feel like they don't want kids and it sucks cause it's making me wonder if I'm ever going to b a dad but oh fucking well if it happens it fucking happens but I hope this final Appel with my last job goes my way and I'm not doing it for the money I'm doing it for the fact it's the principle on how they did it and yes I was on final warning probation but they should of given me a reason on why they were letting me go |