Right now is the 2nd worst night of my life cause the girl i love gave me my walking papers 2nite over txt msg and this was over my emotions thinking that i was laying out a damn guilt trip on her witch i was not but why would she dump me and leave me over a silly argument bout emotions and calling me a ego pig headed and only think bout myself when she knows thats not the damn truth and theres a lot of she didn't know and some she will and others she won't cause the relationship that we had was rocky i was always trying 2b nice, sweet, and fair and find the middle ground but they were a lot of dealbreakers in the relationship like 4 1 her sister she was a control freak and she never gave me a fair chance but oh well and her cousin and her cousins duchebag "bf" they were just asses and telling me what 2do with our relationship and theres the other duche of her now jackass mother fucker he has never showed me respect or treated like an equeal and always insulted my intelegence and ya i know what im doing is wrong but some way i have 2 get off my chest so i can move on 2 something better and do i see myself getting back with her? idk that ball is in her court, do i see myself getting over things in the past? yes with a thearpy sessions and do i see myself someone thats completely different that they love me 4 me and treat me fairly and not let their fam run the relationship that i could get in2? maybe only god knows and yeah i will still hold a place in my heart 4 her but right now me and her need 2 figure out ourselves out with our mind, body, spirt, heart, and soul and thats all i have 2 say right now |
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