Yesterday and this morn has been a pure hell on my body and stress levels with people asking me by watching their children on short notice and asking if I can babysit all next week while their main sitter was on holiday and that pushed me over the damn edge it's like u known that they were going to take a holiday and I told them no and now their main sitter is raising holy stink bout me saying no its like they knew bout this for a long ass time and they could of asked me sooner like a couple weeks or even a month ago not on Thursday afternoon so I'm standing my ground and saying no cause its the principle of the matter that they waited this damn long to ask me and throw in that I love kids but with my depression and my moods changing every few minutes I can only handle kids on that short time frame and the fact that I'm still childless and single I wonder if I'm ever going to be a dad but oh well | 
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