as I type this im thinking bout giving up on having kids cause I don't see that happing marriage is kinda sorta going away im just going to be one of those loner guys cause im not wanted people don't want to be around me and all im seeing is a lot of people being distant from me and its making me wonder if I should be here in this world but honestly I think I shouldn't be here anymore cause all my relationships hit the shitter after while and now im just thinking bout getting snipped on my 31st or 32nd bday cause im trying to hold out some hope but as time marches on I see that hope going away slowly and quickly |