As I sit here and think and wonder bout a few things the realtionship that has it ups and downs and now I find myself very alone and very single right now the girl that I been loving for the last 5 yrs just ended over things that she claims that I'm afried of in this world ranging different realms of dating and ya I have those fears and I lost the true love of my life and right now I'm done I'm just simply done with love and dating cause I fucking love her and now I have to cry my eyes out |