okay, last night was great. it's fall here in ohio, so cody and i decided to take a midnight bike ride. the weather was perfectly warm and the wind slightly brisk. we just rode our bicycles around town for about an hour or so. it was a wonderful way to end the evening on another note, i hate mondays. every monday (for me) is so busy, it's almost unfair. i use a planner to literally plan out every action of my day. i am terribly unorganized but using it keeps me focused and prepared. but anyway, i haven't had time to come home and rest until now. and what really sucks is that i can't even rest because i have a research paper lingering over my shoulders. i HATE research papers. they're so ..... boring. well, the research part is. other than that, cody and i decided to quit our jobs sometime in early september because we wanted to focus more on school. i'm beginning to think that this was a huge mistake. with our loan refund money combined, we received roughly $5,000. we put that in the bank thinking we could easily live on it until early february. being the money spender that i am, i made quite a few unnecessary purchases. the money is running low and now we're talking about finding jobs again. this could be a problem since we're on food stamps and we live in an income-based apartment. i really don't want to work. it's not that i'm lazy but it's the fact that i'm carrying a big load with school. uuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhh. i guess i just have to bite the bullet. i must. fuck. |