what is it with me? first im creepy. then im overemotional. now i lie.
maybe im not a good bestfriend like i always thought i was. i always end up doing something that makes my bestfriend question being my friend. its like a ritual for me. i go a while without messing up and bam i do something again. but me coming clean about the lie and not keeping it going should count for something right? ugh. i just wish i could stop makeing her feel this way. |