im back in afghanistan yayyy....
it doesnt feel the same as when i was here a few weeks ago
idk why. maybe its cuz i feel something bad will happen and i cant stop it. not necessarily to me but to ppl i love back home. i hope its just a feeling.
when i was home for the past two weeks i never felt alone. i slept alone, i usually ate alone, watched tv alone.. i did stuff alone but i never felt alone. i do stuff here and i feel alone. i dont get it.
haha its funny, all i ever wanted was to be deployed. now all i want is for it to be over. |
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