Today is a good day. talked to my bestfriend and she seems to be doing well. im happy she is. shes a tough person. working out is really helping me out with stress and everything else going on while im deployed. havent got a letter or package in a couple weeks from anyone. sucks but nothing i can do. i have a feeling when i get home from this deployment that something is going to be different. maybe me, a friend, family, idk. like something wont be the same. i really hope i wont feel alone or like a freak after all this is done. but a good day hah. |