i thought i would like being deployed but its not like i thought it would be. yea im making good money and finally doing my own thing but i didnt think id want to be back home. being deployed makes you think about alot of things. one of those things is one of my bestfriends. we call ourselves twins cuz we have so much in common . shes been going through a tough time it seems like to me and i cant be there for her like i normally could be. like she said words only do so much. i kinda feel like a bad friend because i cant be there for her in person. i know theres nothing i can do to change that right now but i still feel bad. shes such a wonderful person wen you get to know her. shes changed my life and changed me for the better. other people just see her for her outside beauty and not the inside. especially guys who see her for sex. she is way more than that. i can see the good in her heart. i wish she'll meet a guy who sees in her what i see in her. | 
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