why do i have to care so much. why do i have to love her so much when she doesnt feel the same. when i know she'll never feel the same way. my heart always breaks when i hear or see her talking about another guy in the way i want to be talked about. but it always heals when she talks to me, just to get broken again. why do i love her wen she wont love me the way i love her? im so dumb. ive tried to not love her anymore. but everything about her makes my heart melt. shes the kind of person you want to hold in your arms and never let go. the kind of person who you'll be angry at for a day and wen she says hi you automatically forgive her. we could be together for the rest of our lives without having sex once and i would love her more and more each day. i always ask myself how i can love a girl without dating her. i just do. i feel stupid for having hope that one day she'll feel the same way. but ive never hoped for anything more than for her to feel the same way. |