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Mr. Sensible's Diary
by Mr. Sensible

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unhealthy

09/23/2010

so whats new? hmmm idk really. i feel like im always down though. its really unhealthy. i went from eating 3/4 times a day to almost 1 time a day regularly. i workout too but thats not enough. somethings missing. ive tried to find whats missing but its either a wrong fit or i get rejected. im so confused and lost its crazy. i havent been like this since one of my ex/bestfriend shut me out of her life. i hate living day to day. i want to live in the moment like i was a month ago. i feel like i have to go back to being a stone with no emotions. im trying to look at the positives but they keep getting overshadowed by the negatives. i need some help.

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i hate living day to day too. i live in the moment but totally reminisce on the past too much. being stone w no emotions is much easier said than done and there's always that point where you shut it ENTIRELY off and then you become a zombie; dont hit that stage, it's incredibly hard to ever "feel" again and i hate being in it. you dont need help, well maybe, cause i sure as hell could use some too, but more so a friend. definitely. me!

[coastline|0 likes] [|reply]

yea being a zombie sucks! i used to be like that before i joined the army. but ill be your friend that way we can help each other.

[Mr. Sensible|0 likes] [|reply]

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