i feel like nothing ever changes. im never good enough. girls i like never like me back. every person always ends up leaving and im always staying. im always concerned about other people and never about myself. i wish for once something i want would come to me. someone i want would want me back. i never seem to be trusted. i hate feeling that im better off deployed. i want to be the answer to someones problems. the one that fixes what they need fixed. im always doing the minimum. why cant someone let me be the the answer, let me be their support. |