Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer? I would love to say Yes but I'd be afraid of what I looked like. I am sure that when it came down to it, I would. Especially if it were one of my sisters. I would just NOT be happy about it, but then again, neither would they, losing their hair and having cancer. I am sure I'd be able to suck it up for them.
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? I would call the press because I'd be raking in some serious bills.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? All the people who have fucked me over in one way or another have never apologized to me.
Are you good at hiding your feelings? For the most part.
Are you wasting your time on someone? Sometimes I feel like it, however it's all just a learning process.
Explain the last time you threw up: I can't remember the last time I threw up which is good.
Last thing that made you cry: I teared up a little when watching reruns of "Extreme Makeover: Home Edition" earlier.
Do you have a bad temper? Um...not really, except when I am driving. People are just so rude!
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? I sure hope so.
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime? I don't know, it's not something I like to keep a count on.
How often do you think about suicide? I don't know. Depends.
What is your deepest fear? Oh gosh lots. Clowns, Snakes, Heights, Aliens, Disease, Failure (or just going nowhere in my life), Being alone, Never finding love.
Do you REALLY love all your family? Not all. I definitely have some aunts and uncle's that have really done wrong by me.
What do you want to believe in? Nothing.
Do you have a secret crush on someone? It's not a secret I don't think. I think he knows I like him.
Are you proud of who you are? Parts. I wish I had the means to become a better version of myself.
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms? Sometimes!
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven? Oh gosh. I don't know. It's hard for me to forgive people because it's like, you know it's wrong when you do it so WHY should I forgive you and spend more time on this relationship/friendship. You messed up and I'm done.
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend? Remember all the good times.
...to your worst enemy? I wouldn't waste words.
Do you care if people hate you? I do care, sadly.
Freedom or safety? Both.
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names: I don't know...
Has a song ever made you cry? Yes
A book ever made you cry? Yes
Is the world crumbling to pieces? I don't think it's beyond repair, yet. Something obviously needs to be done though.
Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage: Often when I am driving.
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die: No.
For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all: I am tired and should probably go to bed, but I am going to do a few more surveys, I think. |