him again

01/26/2011

hi bloop

so the one i loved nd the one who had hurt me a lot..everytime i say now he's out of my life . nd he will not show up in my life again ! he do !! that's just so painful cuz everytime i say i've forgotten him i realise that he's all what im missing ! nd while i was talking about him with my friend on msn
he added me again on facebook nd wrote in my wall HI YOU !
and i know he'll add me at msn too we will talk again nd will be as painful as it was the last year
cuz everytime we talk i remember our 1st kiss
it was so sweet nd we were in love ! or maybe only i was
i just dont know if i ment something to him .nd why? after almost one year he said hi now !
why ? why can't he just leave me
cuz this time i dnt wanna be hurt again
i dnt want him to look me in the eye nd say stupid things that i love
cuz that's PAINFUL
i was in love with him two years ago ! i was 16 nd im almost 19
wow ! since we brok up ! i just couldnt stop thinking about him ! i couldn't think about someone else
till this year cuz im thinkin about smone but i dnt love him cuz the only one i've really loved is HIM
i just dnt what's gonna happen ! wish me luck plz

PS = SORRY FOR THE BAD ENGLISH THAT'S CUZ IT ISNT MY 1ST LANG !

love .
sarah