I may be moving in the next couple weeks. If I don't have a job here in Lansing soon, there really is no point to staying. I have to be out of the house soon anyway, and Grand Rapids is truly my best option. I will have a roof guaranteed over my head until such a time as I can pay for my own. And I think that maybe the chances of getting a job in Grand Rapids might just be a little better. So if I don't get a job soon, I'll be leaving.
Here's the hard part.
The vast majority of my closest friends live here. People I've known since I was in elementary school. People who I hold closer than family. And I'll have to leave them here. It's not that I won't be back on some kind of regular basis, it's just that I think it'll prove difficult to leave behind all the familiar faces and all the old haunts. It's more depressing than it probably should be. But there it is.
Songs:
All I Ever Wanted - Basshunter
Dead Girls - Voltaire
Still Alive - Glados (from Portal)
Suffocating Right - Neuroticfish
Lucky - Lucky Twice
God Thinks - Voltaire
Life Is Beautiful - Sixx A.M.
How To Call A Bluff - My Favorite Highway
The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny - Lemon Demon
USS Make Shit Up - Voltaire
Vater Unser - E Nomine |