ahh bloop diary, i remember when i had you when i was 13 or 14 years old. oh the good old days. i am now 21 years old and back at it. i always thought my problems were so huge back then, little did i know i had the good life at the time. wow, it's crazy how time flies. my worst problems were always about boys. Now i have to worry about bills, work, friends, family, money....things i honestly NEVER thought would be problems. for some reason, i had this mindset that i was going to be set for the rest of my life. WRONG!!!! but you can thank my parents for that...but you know what, it's okay because i was able to have one of the best childhoods any person can say they had. Things just get so hard now. Money is SUCH a struggle, especially with trying to go to school and pay bills and still have enough to go to the bar with my friends. I would have to say i have a pretty good life. i always think my problems are much worse than they are and i think it's time for me to realize that my life is so much more than having what i what when i want it. that's become a problem for me and i think it's really time for me to grow the fuck up when it comes to that. anmarie, you're not 15 anymore. you're not always gonna get what you want, especially right when you want it. i've learned to smile more and care less and that's all you can do in this so called life. we are here for a reason and i'm just out trying to figure out what my purpose is. THANK GOD FOR FINDING BLOOP DIARY AGAIN. i think i might finally be able to be somewhat sane in my head for a little why by getting my thoughts out.
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