I can really be my (gay) self here. LOL.
I want a happy entry, because I keep looking at the last one and going... ehhh.
I don't know what I want anymore, really.
I've been thinking... maybe I could try dating a boy this time.
And really dating a boy... Not just making out with Justin because he's there and he likes me and I want to forget about Holly.
lol so while writing this, I found out she has a new girlfriend and got a really gross haircut.
Uhh her new girlfriend lives in like. South Carolina or something and she's anorexic-looking. LULZ.
Holly, I can't even begin to say how much you mean to me. In one day you have showed me more love than anyone ever has. I find myself smiling because of you and it's the greatest feeling in the world. You mean so much to me and no one can ever take your place in my heart. I love you more than life itself. I love you baby |