just got out of court and all that madness. brought my secret weapon though. my mamaw. just retired from Clerk of Court. my shit got dismissed! wooo! we ate at Huddle House afterward. got my brother something and took it down there to where he basically lives. the little shit pissed me off so bad i couldnt stand it. something needs to be done about this. i may just fucking let him know. ..that he needs to stop letting mamaw in on his criminal ways and living like a fucking parasite. and on top of him acting like that and not giving a shit.. he told a lie that ive heard 1000 times.. "going to a concert" it was this time, same location, all that. talking about knowing the backroads to take to avoid the law!! 0.0 and i swear he got back in the house and mamaw starting balling. MAD AS FUCK!!! i cant stand to see that woman cry and i never HAVE seen her cry like that and i wanna bitch~slap him. ive lost my train of thought now. i cant believe he lied to her and told her that shit to get money. hes going to buy FUCKING drugs with it! i contemplated on telling her "mamaw, everytime you give him money hes going to spend it on drugs" but i didnt. i had to listen to sniffle half way home and then start crying again at the atm and she asked me "do you think he has any idea of how much he hurts the ones he loves?" and the answer i gave was not the true answer... the TRUE answer is he doesnt give a fuck. he got escorted out of the school the other day too, because he is "no longer a student", since he didnt do a fucking thing and when he got to school he would have someone pick him up.. skip. that little shithead needs to get his act together, i dont care if your depressed, it doesnt make all your actions "alright" nor does it create the behavior that he has. he uses you, manipulates who he can, lies.. whatever. he acts like a sociopath half the time. anyone who can act that way and make mamaw cry is a sorry, cold, manipulative little ASSHOLE and he needs to wake up. seriously. shes the best woman, sweet, giving, loving, everything. does everything she can to help us.. and he pulls that shit??? alright im done ranting. but.. mom just text me back saying "sweet" cuz i text her and told her about court and now im really considering telling mom that he acts like he could give a fuck less about mamaws feelings, makes her ball her eyes out, acts like hes talking to one of his buddies.. shes not. shes his grandmother who worries herself to death and ...just let her know it all. THIS is bullshit. i dont know what im going to do but... i swear if me and him were alone right now id smack him and tell him to stop acting like a fucking criminal in front of her and taking her money when a]your lying, b]your going to buy drugs with it and c] she doesnt have that much money right now with all the house stuff and fixing things PLUS she doesnt need more stress n her life. shes got plenty. ok.. im done. Im not even proof-reading. |
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