if i had enough money. if i only had enough money. i have enough to get home..or whatever that place is. but not enough to get back with. we have our "Pre-Thanksgiving Feast" tonight. coupled with lots of drinking, im sure. must remember to keep liquor on or near my person at all times. unless i want NOT to be asked if a certain someone can have some and then drink it every damn bit. a couple of "mutual friends" [HA!] asked us to have Thanksgiving dinner with them.. on the same day we go to grannys to eat. thats nonnegotiable but i sure as fuck am not going to the other. funny thing is.. i couldnt drag you to my familys Thanksgiving. i know you wont fucking go. this morning, as you can see.. has not been the best one. and im SICK of hearing thats its ME, that its my "mood swings", etc etc. BULLSHIT. i ask/say something and get remark back that sounds like someones pissed all in your cheerios so shut up about it all being me. if tonight dont go smoothly i dont even know what im going to do. i guess ill pull a typical situation type maneuver and just leave. that will be my fault and my bad and me "doing this every Saturday". yeah. i must say your delusions, way of thinking AND cutting me down has grown stale, rotten, and puterifed. ok ignore that text and take the call outside. im leaving. SEE YA. |
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