im so fuckIIING paranoid. i worry. i am delusional as hell. i put my poor boyfriend through hell and he.. shouldnt have to put up with my crap. i know we all have our faults but im a horrible girlfriend =[ i dont know why i cant ever let shit go. my demons follow me like the fucking plague and i cant get break. i dont get a break. this is life. but ya know mom told him that. -=sigh=- its so hard being me and no-one understands. i guess im gonna go sit by him on the couch and drink a little more wine. |