i cant stop it. i keep replaying it over and over in my head. i hear mom screaming "get in the car! get in the car!" it comes in flashes at first. i saw you... i saw him, i heard him as he rolled from the hood of the car and then no movement as he lay there on the ground. i didnt even know it was him at first. then i screamed "mom is that Devin?!" and she looked up from his body at me. no.. hes not dead. but i think i may be. i ran to him. nothing. fuck. i just cant stop. |