Eeney, Meeney, Miney, Mo.
Choose ten people in your life (anyone) and write something completely honest about them. It could be something good, something bad, something you wouldn't have the courage to say otherwise, and leave the names out.
1. You are becoming very close to me. There's part of me that thinks that its genuine, but there's another part of me that believes that its my car you're after. I hope to god that's not it. I really really hope not.
2. I love you dearest dear. I miss you too. It seems like its been forever since we last talked. I didn't even get to hang out with you for New Years like I wanted to. You're the best, and I want you to find the man of your dreams. I hope the guys who asked you out were cute and that you said yes! Haha. You deserve it after working so hard.
3. Don't EVER let me catch you in an ally by yourself because I swear to Christ, I will beat the fuck out of you and I'll enjoy doing it. If you hurt her, like i suspect you're going to, it will be the last thing you'll fucking do. I guarantee it.
4. You've grown up a lot and I can tell that you're trying. You're getting my trust back, every day. Keep it up.
5. Welcome to my world. That's all I'm going to say. Welcome to my fucking world. You really think its easy for me to see all my grandparents things go to your family as if it was theirs to own? The bed my grandmother slept in now rests in your brothers room. Her kitchen table, the one I grew up with, now is in your sisters house. You're gonna bitch about a truck? Get over yourself. There has been so much, SO much that me and my brother have had to endure from being married into your family. It makes me so mad and feel so... justified? When you talk about how much it pisses you off. Its almost like a little piece of irony. I just shut my mouth and keep on, not really saying a goddamn word when I really want is for you to shut the fuck up about it.
6. I would like to become closer friends with you and now that you're 21, I can definitely see that happening. That secret that you told me? At my brothers house? I didn't tell anyone, as I'm sure you were drunk spilling anyway. PS I know its none of my business, but your boyfriends a complete twat. Everyone hates him. Everyone. Just because he has a car and an apartment doesn't mean that's why you should date him. I think you're a smart girl and really awesome, but really? Him? You could do so much better.
7. You're getting married. How about that. :) It's so completely odd to me that any of my friends are getting married. You deserve it dear, because i know you've been wanting to find a man who treats you well and will love you for you. I think you found that in him, granted I haven't actually physically met him but from everything I see on facebook and from what you've told me, he seems like a dream. I hope you become ecstatically happy in married life.
8. You are an absolute sweetheart. I look forward to becoming closer friends with you now that you're room mates with one of my good friends.
9. It's clear that we will never be friends again, and that makes me sad because you were a great friend. I know now that I should have never said yes when I meant no, and I was stupid and childish and ridiculous. I just didn't want to hurt you and in that made the biggest betrayal of all. When I called you to invite you and your new girlfriend to Rocky Horror, your voice, not your words, but your tone said: "What the hell are you calling me for?" It hurt, but I understood that you don't want me in your life anymore, after I hurt you. However, look at it this way, if I hadn't broken up with you, then you'd have never met her and she's great with you. You guys are great together, and I say that with no sarcasm, and no hurt, and no remorse. I'm glad I broke up with you because you found her. I honestly mean that in the best way possible. :)
10. I honestly have no idea why I'm writing about you. You don't even know I exist. You have no idea that I even breath the same air as you, and yet, I have to say that I think you're lovely. You're probably the most graceful person I've ever seen. You're smart and handsome. You care about others. You're genuine. You're an artist. You love comic books. I could see us. It would work. I know it, and that's not because I'm insane. Swear. Haha. We have so many things in common from what I can tell. But i know that it will probably never happen, and that makes me so sad and aggravated at the same time.
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