YAY Alright I figured out when I'm telling my boss and I'm ready to get fired if he's going to which would be stupid since I'm good at what I do and I've been there 5 days....2 hours each of those day.....so 10 hours and I'm already good....he'd be stupid to let me go but honestly, I really wouldn't care. I hate that job anyway. OK back to baby. I decided that I'm going to get a preemie, newborn and 0-3 outfit just in case. Kevin says that baby's going to be big and I'm not so sure about it so instead of the baby swimming in the clothes, I'd rather be safe. Besides, what we don't use we can always return. I got everything registered at Babies-r-us so if need be I can go in and add anything I want. I told my mom to wait to buy stuff unless it's like bottles or safety things until after we find out what it is. I went ahead and picked out a boy and girl bedding set so that I can just go in and delete what I don't want. I told my mom to start picking out clothes after we find out the sex...she's so excited. So we have at max nine weeks but I'm really hoping it's only 5 weeks. Now that I'm counting down the days by day names instead of dates, the time seems to be going by faster. Not to mention now that I'm working and not sitting around all the time, I have less time to spend thinking about it. And I really like that the weeks change on Tuesday, it makes the week seem shorter.
I decided that since it's going to be winter and probably snowing when the baby comes that I'm going to do a little dress with long sleeves for the girl and a pant suit or overalls for the boy. I was talking to my mom and I'm not sure if I want to travel down there for a baby shower or if I just want to have her mail all the stuff up here. It's a 16 hour drive with no sleep and Kevin gets cranky without sleep and God knows that I'm going to be cranky. So It'll be a 2 day drive there and back and $300 for round trip gas. So a week off work for both of us....and I'm not sure we can afford that. We're saving everything we have now just to get everything we don't get from the baby shower.
That KFC commercial looks really good....some mashed potatoes and cole slaw and biscuit....damn I wish I could spend my money..
Kevin and I also bought a piggy bank for the baby. We put in all our extra change in there. My piggy bank wasn't nearly as big as this one and it would easily hold $300 in change.
Damn there's that commercial again!
I was thinking about just going back to Texas on my own and taking Kevin's Jimmy since there's more room so that one of us would at least be working and he does make more than I do but I'm not sure how he would handle that.
I'm really thinking about going back to serving. This job is a pain. There was no one in the store and all the tables, floors, restrooms, and trays were clean and I still get yelled at for standing around. Why?! I already did everything!! The only reason I have to clean is because I'm new and the boys hate doing it. Sarah (the shift supervisor) was making sure I wasn't on the register. Why? I'm not sure. If I have a question, I ask so I don't get it wrong. I was so close to getting in her face. That's what made me decide to go ahead and write a letter announcing my pregnancy so I could leave it with the store owner since he's never there. I guess I could always just transfer. There's another store maybe 10 minutes away. I wouldn't mind driving the distance as long as I get treated like everyone else. I understand that they have more experience than I do but how am I ever going to learn if I'm never doing anything?! The owner likes me. He was joking around with me the first day he met me. Sarah didn't look too happy about it because he told her to put me on the drive through and let me learn how to do it. I wish he was there instead of her. For some reason I always get along with male managers rather than the females. I'm just more comfortable to be myself around guys than girls maybe because they don't judge. He asked me if I was going to school and I told him I was going for funeral directing and he started joking around with me about it. It was fun. But since I'm probably going to get fired anyway because NC is just like CA with their labor laws, I'm not stressing it too much. I'm really waiting for school to start again so that the high school kids are leaving and the college kids go back so there will be more opportunities for serving positions or hosting. I would really love a receptionist position since I have like 5 years experience in that but it's whatever. I'll take what I can get for those who will accept the pregnancy fact. I decided that I really only wanted to take 2 months or maybe even less and go to work part time when the baby comes. It's just going to be hard since most day cares won't take infants under 6 weeks and everyone I know here is a drug addict or working....it's complex. I hate living here. I really want to move back to Texas so my mom could watch the baby. She'd love it and the baby could sleep in the crib that me and my sisters all slept in with the teeth marks on the rail LOL.....some day soon!!Sx3.Layouts |