So I was online checking out the apartments that I'm totally in love with....Kevin comes walking in asking what I'm doing. I have nothing to hide so I show him. Well he goes on to ask the price and I tell him the variations. Then he goes all critical saying that it has to be below a certain price! Helloooooo??? You're not moving in! I am....get the fuck off my case. If I want a more expensive apartment for security reasons...so be it. I can afford it. Then he asks me why I don't just move back in with my mom! Umm...are you kidding me? My dad is allergic to dogs....so I would have to get rid of CJ; Scribbles definitely wouldn't be able to stay there; and we really only get along when I need her and she has something to hold over my head....even then I'm not really happy. Why would I willingly walk into that? You have to be nuts! Then he goes through a list of what we pay now bills included and gets kind of asshole-ish about it because he makes more money than I do (congrats....you finally made it to being the bread winner! it only took you what???? 7 months? jerk)......it just kills me that I'm working my ass off for 2.13 an hour plus whatever people feel they can afford and i go to school full time (15 hours) and he still gives me crap. I'm sorry that we can't just all be like you and fall ass backwards into a job! I know it's going to be rough and I'm going to struggle but that's what makes you a stronger person....someday I'm not going to have to struggle and I'm going to be so grateful....but until that day comes...this is how it is....it is what it is. I can't change it. UGH |