Future Plans

Baby had morning sickness this morning...this one I'm qualifying as such since it's exactly as I remember with the last one. It was really gross but I'm super excited! This is the beginning of hell for the next 8 months!! YEAH! I'm really just wanting some bacon right now...extra crispy...and some orange juice. But def bacon...oh and some eggs! If I make rent tonight, I think I'm going to head to walmart after work and pick some up....

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I really need to finish packing. I have to be moved out by the 25th of this month. I was thinking about going ahead and making a Monday trip down there with a car full of boxes. It's going to cost me almost 800 dollars just to get the truck and the car dolly not to mention what the hell am I going to do with my furniture?! Wynnstan chewed on the edges of the dresser and the nightstand so I'm sure mom wouldn't want it back...damn.

So mom found out yesterday about the baby. She pissed me off about it too. She said that she wasn't thrilled but she wasn't surprised either. She knew I would be the one to get pregnant (again). I was like thanks a lot bitch. And then she went on to say that I'm just on a different path than my sisters and that I had always done just what I wanted no matter what anyone said. Thanks for the vote of confidence mom. She said that each of us has to do our own thing and then she ended it by asking if we were going shopping for clothes or furniture any time soon! I didn't know what to say so I didn't say anything.

I don't want to go to work tonight. I'm about to take a nap so maybe tonight will go smoother than last night. I get so tired lately. I can't wait until this is over. I honestly can't wait to move. Get away from these people. I hate it here. And I hate working at a restaurant. It's like everyone knows my life better than I do! I'm so through with this state. I guess it's ok though. My best friend is moving around the same time I am. She's leaving for Georgia which isn't close but it's better. I'm going to miss her so much...but we are both ready to just get away from all these fakes! I've never known people to be as two faced as they are here. I miss life when I had a best friend and life was easy but I've spent so long protecting myself from people that I haven't had a best friend since elementary school...until now that is lol. And I think she's only my bf because she's real and doesn't give a rats ass about what people think about her and I love her for that. I'm glad she's going back to her roots...as for me...I'm going to an all new place and I can only hope to make new friends and maybe even a new best friend...I'm never moving my baby when it starts school. I want it to have everything I never did...a steady place and best friends.