12-21-2010
I just don't know what to do and I'm getting annoyed. I got school taken care of except for one form that I have to fax in tomorrow for my financial aid. And Kevin wants to move out of here. Don't get me wrong, so do I but where are we supposed to go?! We have no money, he's about to quit his job because they took away free food and gave them 50%, and our credit is shitty so no lease there! He's been looking at homes and so have I, but in all honesty, we can't do it. Especially with Brooklyn on her way. He wants something for like 500 a month which would be affordable but the only things he can find are apartments and trailers. I don't mind living in either one but he's so insistent on having a real house. I partially think it's because he's sick of trailer life and then my family wants to come stay when the baby comes and he doesn't want them to see that we're dirt floor poor living in a trailer...but we are! It's nothing to be ashamed of. My mom grew up in a trailer. Both of my parents were poor as children. Maybe he thinks it's what I really want but I don't care. My parent aren't going to judge me on where I'm living at 22 years old, married, and with a new baby. They started out poor too. They just lucked into starting their own business and having take off like a rocket! And it's not like Brooklyn's going to care! She won't even remember it. By the time she even remembers her "first home" we'll be out of this freaking state! Oh well, I went and emailed some realtors today and gave them our specs. Hopefully, they can find me something! I honestly think I'm just going to keep looking until October and saving as much money as I can and put the deposit and couple months rent on it and set up the utilities. We're leaving to see my family in late October and his birthday's then too and when we come back I want him to be excited to pack and move into a new home! It's just sad that October is coming so quickly...I'm running out of time! And trying to keep him from moving us out earlier than that is going to be a killer :/
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