So you know who was supposed to come today and as expected didn't show. Shocker. I didn't take a test this morning just to see if it would come later in the day but no such luck. So I guess the morning's pee is going to be my determining factor? I'm a little scared. Kinda nervous. I don't like waiting and it's not helping that Kevin is leaving in like 2 weeks so if it turns out positive I'm probably just not going to tell him. Save him the heartbreak? Whatever why should I care?! All he cares about is where he's going to school next semester and how much fun he's going to have and blah blah blah. I'm so pissed at him right now. He yells at me for not telling him where to go to school....I'm not living there why do I care? Where he goes to school has nothing to do with me! But of course I can't say that because then he just gets madder. I'm like eff off dude. Sometimes I just want to shake some sense into him. OH! And he sold the tv and xbox and all the games that I bought him for his birthday. Just up and sold them! I was like thanks. I'm glad to know that the money I wasted on you meant nothing. Asshole. Don't get me wrong, I'm all for selling things but I paid 3 times what he got back. Not to mention, he and I both know people who would kill to have a practically new tv and xbox loaded with brand new games! I bought these things in like September...October? It's not like they were 10 years used! I honestly can't wait until he leaves. Everything he does is just pissing me off. Eat eats too loudly. He chews with his mouth open. He swallows loudly. He uses his inhaler too much. He always leaves a mess. Even the words that come out of his mouth annoy the piss out of me! And it's not that he's saying the wrong thing, but he's saying it the wrong way....but he doesn't get that. Of course. I'm legit counting down the days. I have at least 13 left. Yeah, I'll miss the fucker but good riddens! Shit, he was getting random text messages off his yahoo messenger account...some girl asking if she knew him. And he's all trying to hide it and then play innocent...idiot, if you want to talk to another girl, just do it. I'm not screwing you, you gotta get it somewhere! Not that I want him to but geez...don't lie about it! That just makes you more ignorant and more of a dumb fuck! LOL he was like well someone hacked my account....and I was like what?! what account? I almost pissed my pants trying to hold in my laughter.....he's on a fucking dating website! I was like OMFG! You can't get a girl in the real world (and on top of that you're married) so you default to the web?! I was like great, my kid will never know her dad because he's lying in some ditch with his throat slashed to pieces. I didn't say it but I was totally thinking 'good job dude....this one's gonna be a real winner.' LMFAO....I think I'm going to sleep on the couch tonight. He's pissed me off enough for one day....I thought be at work was enough time away from him....apparently not....that's just sad. |
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