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Day 10 & 11

Someone I don't talk to as much as I want to:
Lou-
It was weird growing up with you being 7 years older than me. I always looked up to you for advice and we could never really talk about the girl things because it weirded you out. Well look at us now, we're married and you're about to be an aunt! I really wish you and Jerms didn't live so far away. I wish I could come home when you and Becca were home. I miss spending time with you guys. I don't know why but this pregnancy has seemed to bring us a little closer together. I remember never really talking to you even though when I had my biggest problems, when I couldn't go to mom, you were always the one standing there that I ran to. It's weird how much you can rely on someone you don't talk to about anything. I always looked up to you and I'm glad i did. I never made the mistakes that you did, I always went the other way, which for me, seemed to be another mistake. Sometimes you can't win for losing! I can't wait until I get to see you again! I can't wait until you guys come see the baby!! I miss you sis.

A deceased person:
Grandpa-
I don't really remember you much. The main memory that comes back is when we made you those cupcakes and put the gummy worm inside because we thought it would be funny to see your face when you bit into it. All I know are stories, but I know you were a great man, a wise man. Sometimes I wonder where you are, if Heaven really even does exist or if it's all one big cycle where we come back again, minds erased. When I did what I did, I remember thinking if you would be ashamed of me because I knew she would be sitting there next to you. I sometimes look back on all the bad things I've done and I wonder how much of it you saw me do, and what you would have said. You were never one to judge a person before you knew them. I miss you.

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