Life is pissing me off

I'm really sick of the people in this house and wish Kevin and I were making enough money to really move out ASAP.

We kinda got the air fixed. Whoever his dad had fix it last time really screwed it up so a lot of the wires are fried and the tech said we shouldn't be running it but he did show us what was messed up and what wires to pull for an immediate shut off which was nice since I think that's illegal. The tech said that if no one was going to be home that it should be shut off in case a fire happened so that we didn't lose everything. Well I came home the other day and it was on. No one was here. The dogs were all inside. It was freezing in the house. I was pissed. No one came back and stayed for three hours! Except me.

That girl that his dad his fucking but she's paying rent to live here, moved her shit in today...found that all sitting in the living room when I walked in. I was like whatever. I haven't been social lately because they piss me off! All they do is drugs and smoke and eat everything in the house. I get that she pays rent but in the contract it says no drugs.....and she talks to herself. Her room is across the hall from ours and when I hear her walking to open her door she's mumbling and breathing really heavy every time. Can these people just ever be quiet?!

The dogs are dying of thirst because his dad doesn't feed his dog so she'll come into our room and eat and drink our dog's stuff leaving them with nothing. I didn't notice they were out of water until CJ tried to drink some of my cranapple juice! Wynnstan's acting funny. I'm not sure if it's because the floor is cold or what but he'll get into his sitting position and hold it about an inch above the floor. And he's fluffy! He needs a hair cut. They were both shaking when I came home today. I thought maybe it was just because they were excited to see someone but they keep doing it. I think it's too cold for them here. CJ slept under the covers by my legs all afternoon. He usually sleeps in his pillow covered by another pillow. Wynnstan who never shakes is lying by leg right now, on top of the covers and he's shivering! I just don't know what to do. I keep covering them up with some of my extra clothes, the ones that I know traps heat. It's seeming to work.

I printed off and updated the baby registry. I don't have a friend here that's a good enough friend to throw a baby shower for me. I really kinda want to just do it myself so I know it gets done right but it's so tacky to do that but I'm great at planning and who knows what I want for a shower better than me?! It's just sad because all the people I know are going to want to go out and buy clothes and my mom and sisters have just bought me like 3 stores worth of baby girl clothes! I really need the essentials and they aren't that expensive. I have items that are less than $5! But everyone is so into buying clothes :/ I'm trying to plan a trip to go home because I know my mom would throw a killer shower but I'm due so close to Christmas and then all the other holidays that are around that time, money is going to be tight for everyone. I was thinking about telling Kevin that we are skipping Christmas this year for us and just getting like one thing for the baby. I won't be able to travel home for Thanksgiving either which is going to kill me. It'll be the first one since I was born that I haven't spent it with my family. And we throw the best dinners! I was thinking that if I could get home that week that we would just combine that with the shower but again, money is so tight around those times. I was thinking maybe October but Kevin's and my sister's birthdays are in that month. And then I was thinking September but is that too soon? I just don't know.

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