Getting to sleep last night was harder than I thought it would be. I didn't realize I was so excited to be expecting. There were butterflies and my heart was beating fast. I started thinking about all the things I don't have and I need to get...it's going to be a pain but I really do hope these next few months go relatively fast. I'm already looking forward to my 2nd trimester and the first one just started!!
Kevin's still trying to get me to move with him. I'm still saying no. I don't care how hard it is, that baby is coming first and as a mother I won't let anything happen to it. If push comes to shove, someone out there has to be looking for a roommate! Honestly, I'm kinda scared that he's leaving. I will literally be on my own - me and my hashbrown. [[smiles]] Kevin has always called me his tater tot so we were playing around with what we were going to call the baby - hashbrown won.
This soup commercial is making me hungry. I bought fruit last night but it doesn't sound good this morning. I really want some chips and salsa and queso, but I'm really trying to start eating healthier for the baby....which means laying off the caffeine and soda.
I guess I was being mean to Kevin in my sleep because I woke up and he's sleeping on the couch...my bad :/ CJ slept under the covers near my feet all night. I remember when he was too afraid to sleep anywhere except behind my knees when they were bent. He's grown so much but he's still so scared. He's cute. And then there's Wynnstan. He head butted the door so he could get in because I got up to go to the bathroom. He always has to be there if someone is going potty. It's funny....weird but funny. I got back into bed and he wanted so up so I put him up here and he slept for a little bit, but now he's messing with his feet. It's annoying.
I'm thinking about hitting up On The Border for queso....well I guess I will here in a couple hours when they open haha. But no drinking for me...[[sigh]] oh well...I guess I can always take shots of water. |
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