| Set of Maternity Clothes! Thanks to my mom I am now the proud owner of 3 bags of maternity clothes: 1 from Motherhood Maternity, 1 from Pea in the Pod, and 1 from Dillards. And it all came just in time because I'm growing out of control! I'm about to have to buy new bras for the first time since I was about 15. Now it's great because I get to wash all of my new clothes and wear them!! I'm thinking about wearing some to the doctor appointment and when I go register for classes. I'm pretty excited. And she got all the colors that I look great in!! Blue and green and pinks...perfect. On top of that she got me a pack of maternity underwear which may or may not be needed until the baby comes but still what a great thought. My sister is sending me a gift card I think which will go straight towards those bras I need! I just can't wait until Wednesday!! Is it sad that I look forward to doctor appointments like Christmas or summer vacation? It's like my countdown marker, makes it seem like the weeks go by faster until the actual day is coming.
But on a slighter upsetting note, now that I'm starting to look pregnant, I'm getting the "feeling fat" crap that goes along with it. I just don't know what it is. Kevin seems so excited when he gets to talk about the baby and he's always holding my hand when I'm there, but for some reason I feel like he doesn't look at me like he used to. He doesn't cuddle with me. He never puts his arm around me when we just sit alone watching tv or whatever. Yeah, he says he loves me but there has to be a point when meaningful words said over and over become just words. Sometimes I just wish he would look at me and not have that look in his eyes like he's looking right through me. And maybe he does and I'm just reading too much into it. I don't know. Right now I really wish I was back to my size 1 self and I could fit into my regular clothes. |
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The fact that you were even a size one makes me jealous. I don't think I ever was a size one. 
that is awesome about the maternity clothes! Congrats on that and baby in general